Growing in Silence

skinless

boneless

restless

that was my 2016

please Spring come! I need new Skin and Bones..

I need new Ears

I need Water cause my tears are All gone now 

I promise I will paint my Heart again

I promise I will sculpture my Dreams again

I promise

I promise.. that I will grow my Garden again 

I promise I will find the Fountain in this desert of volcanic ashes

I will

 all the Images stolen by those hungry needles I will get back..

and the golden-needle cage I will Break in to thousend pieces 

 unchain my colored Lucid Dreams 

than I will ride the Night again..

I will hold her mane and kiss the Stars

I promise 

in Silence I will grow like a new born Child again

whispering in empty caves

and shallow forms

I am wondering in the ruins of my body

conjuring the Spring inside 

please Spring come

cause I need new Skin and Bones

give me Feet and Hands

let me Feel and Touch again

give me Love

free me from this Pain

and let my Soul be again